I chose to move to this state to be with Hubby and Princess, because there was no other option at the time. I loved Hubby and I loved Princess and it was the best move I ever made, because they, along with Lola are the best things that ever happened to me, and are the center of my world. It’s just sad that moving up here means that my family and friends drift away from me, no matter how hard I tried to keep my connections with everyone, and all the miles I have driven over the last 15 years to be with people…it is what it is. Moving on.
It’s so nice to know that the people closest to me that I have considered the most important in my life since I was a baby, really understand me and when I’m upset, they support me and try to help me feel better, rather than fucking ridiculing me, or making a joke out of my troubles.
This just goes to show, family is not necessarily a blood thing. Sometimes people who come into your life later on who have no other connection than a soul connection can be the pillars in your life.
I’m feeling a bit selfish and childish today. My husband is off work today, and so is my littlest daughter. It is dreadful out. I had this idea in my mind of us spending a quiet snuggly day together. But it is beginning to look like he is going to have to go to his mother’s to do some chores and repair work. Don’t get me wrong, I think it’s important to take care of our parents. However…I just feel like sometimes my hubby gets taken advantage of, he does a lot and it seems like there is always more that is expected and never appreciated.
It’s been a super busy day today. I had a lot of errands to run, directly after dropping Lola off to school. Then, I had to come home and work, and other than breaking to go back and pick Lola up from school, there’s been no time for anything else, including journaling. I’m hoping that once I get this project I’m working on caught up this afternoon, I will have time for a real blog entry. Busy busy busy!!! I guess it’s good that I have this much work to do!
It’s always nice when “unconditional” doesn’t really mean “unconditional”. “Unconditional” unless it’s inconvenient to me. “Unconditional” unless you tell me something I don’t want to hear. “Unconditional” unless you actually want something from me instead of the other way around.
I mean, really?